work, then to east coast park for 2 consecutive days already. reached home at 2am, with the family throwing a fit. but i'm sure we had all the fun in the world.
"bye benedict, bye matthew, bye brent"
steal my soul; 3:38 AM
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.
But the very next day, you gave it away.
This year, To save me from tears,
I'll give it to someone special.
steal my soul; 3:36 AM
i knew you hated bubbles, but i didn't know how much you hate them until you burst mine.
steal my soul; 12:35 AM
i hate this, i hate being the trash can you kick around when you're angry. stop taking it out on me.
steal my soul; 12:15 AM
I stare up at the stars,I wonder just where you are,you feel a million miles away. (I wonder just where you are).Was it something I said, or something I never did.Or was I always in the way. (Was it something I did)Can someone tell me what to say, to just make you stay.I need a little more luck, than a little bit,cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit.And everytime that I try I get tongue tied, I need a little good luck to get me by.I need a little more help, than a little bit.Like the perfect one word no ones heard yet.Cause everytime that I try I get tongue tied, I need a little good luck to me by this time.
steal my soul; 7:58 PM
i've been to the hospital
3 times consecutively already. and tomorrow's going to be the 4th time. thankfully he's feeling better.
---------------------------------------------------
i just pray he recovers as soon as possible.---------------------------------------------------
its just heart-breaking he have to suffer.
my mum has been going to the hospital daily, spending her whole day there with my dad.
and
the house has become really quiet.
because of that, i've been going out a lot.
i don't want to live in silence, because i know thoughts would cloud my mind.
sometimes i wish i was as strong as i look
steal my soul; 5:03 AM
my dad is in a horrible state, he drastically lost 11kg. and tomorrow, he's going to the hospital to be warded. what am i suppose to do when my mum comes into my room crying, telling me my dad said he's going to die?
his birthday is soon, and i want to give him the
best present ever.
i wonder when life would get better
steal my soul; 2:16 AM
i hate it when something wakes me up from a wonderful
dream, and when i go back to sleep, i'll never have the
same
dream again.
steal my soul; 2:17 AM